1993年，我與曉梅、楊天一起去呼倫貝爾大草原，在滿洲裏一家圓形酒吧裏，楊天鍾情於一位俄羅斯少女，曉梅兩眼一直緊緊盯著那個英俊的俄羅斯帥哥，隻把我一個人扔在角落，後來，楊天與曉梅各自離開了酒吧，他們去了哪裏。現在，我也不知道，不過，我想他們一定是愉悅的。
我一個人在喝酒，喝了許多酒，最後，我離開了酒吧，回到賓館。
夜裏，很晚了，我聽見電話響了起來，曉梅請我到她房間聊天，她無比幸福的樣子。我們從大連開車去的呼倫貝爾大草原，臨行前，我特意到友誼商店買的磁帶。
那時，我開日本馬自達323汽車，還是卡式收錄機，當我穿越大興安嶺，一眼望不到頭的原始森林時，我就播放這首歌，起初，不知道歌名，到了滿洲裏休息後，仔細一看才知道叫《Keepcoming back》，理查德-馬克思演唱，歌詞如下：
You know just how to hurt me
And how to take all the pain away
Girl， you must be the devil in disguise
There were times， I think you knew
When I was so afraid of you
There's some kind of madness in your eyes
You know a place buried deep in my heart
Nobody else can see
Something in you has taken some kind of hold on me
I don't know why I keep coming back to you， baby
I don't know why I keep coming back to you
To you baby
You say we shouldn't be lovers
And I say we can't just be friends
And all this talking just makes me want you more
You've got a way of confusing a heart
That nobody else could do
Why should I try， I don't want to get over you
I don't know why I keep coming back to you， baby