is?lonelinessThe?camera?1?night,?Peng?Anbi?a?person?lying?in?the?intensive?room?bed,?facing?the?roof?and?white?walls?around?in?a?daze.lens?2?she?wants?to?cry,?no?one?knows,?she?wanted?to?say,?no?one?would?listen,?she?was?alone,?shendajie?holding?hands?have?been?loosened,?she?was?very?lonely,?even?their?children?are?disgusted?with?her?hair,?worn?on?the?head?was?not.lens?3?her?abdomen?was?opened?three?times,?now?still?faint?pain,?and?then?open?abdominal?wound?always?is?not?pletely?healed,?and?added?a?new?wound,?she?felt?pain,?she?choked?back,?it?was?unbearable?pain?is?terrible.lens?4?she?wanted?to?escape,?but?there?is?no?reason?and?courage,?she?had?no?place?to?go?back?to?Chongqing,?and?there?has?no?relatives,?she?wanted?to?protect?most?of?her?brother,?but?he?has?his?own?career?in?Ludian.lens?5?her?envy?of?his?brother?sister?love?is?like?that.?Although?the?house?is?dilapidated,?the?road?is?far?away,?but?for?love,?they?e?together?to?form?a?family,?which?is?a?true?love,?is?Peng?Anbi's?envy?of?love.lens?6?Peng?Anbi?chose?to?love?is?selfless,?dedication,?is?not?for?the?return?of?the?deposit?is.?She?loved?the?people,?and?the?national?defense?closely?linked,?she?believes?that?nothing?can?be?associated?with?the?country?more?meaningful.lens?7?she?is?willing?to?pay,?to?his?name,?she?had?tried?to?give?it?to?her?husband?and.lens?8?now?need?most?is?her?children,?they?are?too?small,?she?needs?to?get?better,?back?to?their?side,?but?she?was?lying?in?the?hospital.lens?9?she?was?alone,?she?was?very?reluctant?to?leave?the?world,?I?believe?that?the?world,?put?his?body?bare?shadowless,?determined?by?them.lens?10?she?touched?his?arm?to?gradually?thin,?this?is?the?best?gift?to?his?parents,?why?not?stop?to?bring?their?own.The?11?lens?she?didn't?believe,?only?twenty-seven?years?old,?he?is?so?young,?the?disease?can?not?bring?their?own?way,?and?strength?to?overe?it.12?up?to?her?camera?and?tells?them?that?she.13?lens?in?front?of?the?mirror?as?an?angular?face,?the?cruel?reality?makes?her?look?so?helpless,?Peng?Anbi?in?the?mirror?to?see?a?glimmer?of?hope,?although?thin,?but?she?did?not?appear?a?corner?of?the?eye?wrinkles,?her?hair?is?so?thick,?it?seems,?add?a?confidence?in?the?fight?for?her.lens?14?she?was?alone,?she?wanted?to?scream,?but?do?not?cry.lens?15?her?softly?humming:?\"clear?moon,?the?wind,?the?leaves......?It's?like?trying?to?fool?yourself.lens?16?she?had?no?strength?and?destiny?struggle,?Zhichou?yourself?physically,?worry?about?the?winter?cotton?padded?clothes?for?the?children?to?do?not?worry,?children?without?a?mother?do.Peng?Anbi?lens?17?emotional?personality?she?always?melancholy?and?moody?temper,?gallbladder?stone?made?her?restless,?anxious?thoughts,?awake?in?the?night.18?lens?can?love?you?and?people?together,?only.?She?did?not?regret?the?road?she?chose,?she?did?not?choose?the?wrong?lover,?she?gave?everything?to?him,?she?had?no?regrets.There?was?Peng?Anbi?singing?room?lens?19