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. I looked away

from her, but still felt her watching. And then she said, quite evenly, ''You have

come to Millbank, to look on women more wretched than yourself, in the hope

that it will make you well again.''—I remember the words very clearly, because they

were so gross, and yet came so close to the truth, that I heard them and blushed.

''Well,'' she went on, ''you may look at me, I am wretched enough. All the world may

look at me, it is part of my punishment.'' She had grown proud again. I said

something to the effect that I hoped my visits might serve to ease the harshness of

her punishment, not add to it; and she answered at once—as she had before— that

she didn''t need me to comfort her. That she had many friends, who came to

comfort her whenever she required it.

I stared at her. ''You have friends,'' I said, ''here?'' She closed her eyes, and made a

theatrical kind of pass at the front of her brow. ''I have friends, Miss Prior,'' she

answered, ''here.''

I had forgotten about this. Now, remembering it, I felt my cheek grew cool

again. She sat with her eyes quite shut; I think I waited until she had opened

them and then I said, ''You are a spiritualist. Miss Craven told me as much.'' Here

she tilted her head a little. I said, ''So, the friends that visit you, they

are—spirit-friends?'' She nodded. ''And they come to you—when?''