didn''t know why

you didn''t show up sometimes

on sunday mornings and i missed you

but i''m glad we talked through

“呐,為什麼要回來。”

陰影裏的人身子微微一怔。

all them grown folk things

separation brings

you never let me know it

you never let it show

because you loved me and obviously

there''s so much more left to say

if you were with me today

face to face

“為什麼要回來?我明明已經給了你的選擇的機會,為什麼,要回頭呢?”

聲音淡淡的好似不存在。

i never knew i could hurt like this

and everyday life goes on i wish

i could talk to you for a while

miss you but i try not to cry

as time goes by

and it''s true that you''ve

reached a better place

still i''d give the world to see your face

and be right here next to you

but it''s like you''re gone too soon

now the hardest thing to do is say

bye bye

慢慢靠近,月色鋪成毯卻通不到終點。

“蒼。”指尖從他的發一直順著臉廓滑到耳際。

“為什麼要回頭呢?”

bye bye, bye bye, bye bye

bye bye, bye bye, bye bye

bye bye, bye bye, bye bye

bye bye

撫著一邊的臉頰像在安撫自己的孩子,卻撫不平顫唞。

“我沒得……”

選字吐不出口,指尖化為利刃在相頸破開一刀淺淺的紅絲。

歌聲戛然而止。

近在咫尺的雙眼裏塞滿了不可置信還有一點點溢出的不甘心。

輕輕一推,頹然的身子倒了下去,頭顱指向沒有光的角落。

“他說過,我是沒得選才會變成這樣,可你不是,我給了你選擇的機會,為什麼又要回頭走到這一步,沒有什麼好不甘心的,你看,如果你不犯錯不回頭,就不會死,可惜你看不到了呐,那麼好的名字,浪費了,西弗裏家的小白鼠。”

歌聲停止的時候,伊耳迷的行動力就恢複了。

但是他站在原地沒有動,直到這一刻的謝幕。

“他是誰?”

“我收養的實驗品。”回過頭嫣然一笑。

走向一邊,銀色頭發的小女孩,閉著雙眼,一臉安然。