"That's all right, father...I'm not going while you want me...You and I...always...it's just the same now."But even as he spoke he felt as though he were giving some pledge that was to involve him in far more than he could see before him.
Then, with a happy sense that the sentimental part of the conversation was over, he began to talk about all kinds of things.
He let himself go and even, after a while, began to feel the whole thing really jolly and pleasant.His father wanted waking up.He had been here so long, with all these awful frumps, brooding over one idea, never getting away from this Religion.
Martin began to imagine himself very cleverly leading his father into a normal natural life, taking him to see things, making him laugh; it would do his health a world of good.
Then, quite suddenly, the old man said:
"And what do you remember, Martin, of the old days here, the days when you were quite small, when we lived in Mason Street?"What did Martin remember? He remembered a good deal.He was surprised when he began to think..."Did he remember..." his father suggested a scene, a day--yes, he remembered that.His father continued, as though it had been for his own pleasure.
The scenes, the hours returned with a vividness and actuality that thronged the room.
He could see Mason Street with its grocer's shop at the corner, its Baths and Public Library, the sudden little black dips into the areas as the houses followed one another, the lamp-post opposite their window that had always excited him because it leaned inwards a little as though it would presently tumble.He remembered the fat short cook with the pink cotton dress who wheezed and blew so when she had to climb the stairs.He remembered the rooms that would seem bare enough to him now, he supposed, but were then filled with exciting possibilities--a little round brown table, his mother's work-box with mother-of-pearl shells upon the cover, a stuffed bird with bright blue feathers under a glass case, a screen with coloured pictures of battles and horses and elephants casted upon it.He remembered the exact sound that the tinkling bell made when it summoned them to meals, he remembered the especial smell of beef and carpet that was the dining-room, he remembered a little door of coloured glass on the first landing, a cupboard that had in it sugar and apples, a room full of old books piled high all about the floor upon the dry and dusty boards...a thousand other things came crowding around him.