Nevertheless there did come to her suddenly then a new tenderness for her aunt; the actual sight of her pain in the Chapel had deeply touched her and now her eagerness for escape was mingled with a longing to be affectionate and good.
But Aunt Anne did not seem to have heard.
"Are you sure you're not cold, dear?"
"No, aunt."
Their hands touched.
"But you are.Put that rug over you.That one at the end of the bed.
I'm quiet now.I think perhaps I shall sleep a little.""Is there anything I can do?"
"Perhaps turn the lamp down, dear.That's it.A little more.Now, if you'd just raise my pillow.There, behind my head.That's the way!
Why, what a good nurse you are!"
Maggie, as tenderly as she could, turned the pillow, patted it, placed it beneath her aunt's head.She was close against her aunt's face, and the eyes seemed suddenly so fierce and urgent, so insistent and powerful, that seeing them was like the discovery of some blazing fire in an empty house.Most of all, they were terrified eyes.Maggie went back to her chair.After that, she sat there during the slow evolution of Eternity; Eternity unrolled itself before her, on and on and on, grey limitless mist and space, comfortless, lifeless, hopeless.She had been for many weeks leading a thoroughly unwholesome life in that old house with those old women.She did not herself know how unhealthy it had been, but she knew that she missed the wide fields and downs of Glebeshire, the winds that blew from the sea round Borhedden, the air that swirled and raced up and down the little stony strata of St.Dreot.Now she had been kept indoors, had had no fun of any kind, had looked forward to Mr.Magnus as her chief diversion.Then Martin had come, and suddenly she had seen how dangerously her life was hemming her in.She was losing courage.She would soon be afraid to speak for herself at all; she would soon...
In a panic at these thoughts, and feeling as though some one was trying to push her down into a coffin whilst she was still alive, she began hurriedly to speak, although she did not know whether her aunt were asleep or no.