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That was what she needed--forgetfulness and work...She did not love him--no, not one little atom.She had never felt less excitement about anybody, but she liked him, respected him, and trusted him.And he wanted her, wanted her desperately, Katherine had said, that was the chief thing of all.

"Maggie!" he said suddenly, turning round to her."Would you ever think of marrying me ?"She liked that directness and simplicity, characteristic of him.

She looked up at him.

"I don't think I'd be much of a success, Paul," she said.

He saw at once from that that she did not intend instantly to refuse him.His rosy cheeks took on an added tinge of colour and he caught a chair, drew it up to her long one and sat down, bending eagerly towards her.

"Leave that to me," he said.

"I oughtn't to think of it," she answered, shaking her head."And for very good reasons.For one thing I'm not in love with you, for another I'm not religious, and for a third I'm so careless that I'd never do for your wife.""Of course I knew about the first," he said eagerly."I knew you didn't love me, but that will come, Maggie.It MUST come..."Maggie shook her head."I love some one else," she said, "and Ialways will.But he's gone away and will never come back.I've made up my mind to that.But if he did come back and wanted me I couldn't promise that I wouldn't--" She broke off."You can see that it wouldn't do.""No, I can't see," he said, taking her hand."I can see that you like me, Maggie.I can see that we're splendid friends.If your other--friend--has left you altogether, then--well, time makes a great difference in those things.I think after we'd been together a little--Oh, Maggie, do!" he broke off just like a boy."Do! We suit each other so well that we MUST be happy, and then Grace likes you--she likes you very much.She does indeed.""Let's leave Grace out of this," Maggie said firmly."It's between you and me, Paul.It's nobody else's affair.What about the other two objections? I don't believe in your faith at all, and I'm unpunctual and forgetful, and break things."Strangely she was wanting him urgently now to reassure her.She realised that if now he withdrew she would be faced with a loneliness more terrible than anything that she had known since Martin had left her.The warm pressure of his hand about hers reassured her.