He saw it all, hour after hour.He was not an imaginative man, but it seemed to him that he had actually been present at this scene.He had to attend the inquest.That had been horrible.With all eyes upon him he stood up and answered their detestable questions.He had trembled before those eyes.Suddenly the self-confidence of all his life had left him.He had stammered in his replies, his hands had trembled and he had been forced to press them close to his sides.He had given his answers as though he were a guilty man.
He came then slowly, in the silence of his study, to the consideration of Grace and Maggie.This would kill Grace.She had altered, in a few days, amazingly; she would meet nobody, but shut herself into her bedroom.She would not see the servants.She looked at Paul as though she, like the rest of the world, blamed him.Paul loved Grace.He had not known before how much.They had been together all their lives and he had taken her protection and care of him too much for granted.How good she had been to him and for how many years! When they were happy it seemed natural that she should look after him, but now, in the middle of this scandal he saw that it should have been he who looked after her.He had not looked after her.Of course, now they would have to leave Skeaton and he knew what that departure would mean to Grace.She was suspicious of new places and new people.Strange to think now that almost the only person of whom she had not been suspicious was Maggie.
Maggie! His mind slowly wheeled round to her.He rose from his chair and began clumsily to parade the room.He walked up and down the study as though with closed eyes, his large body bumping against corners of tables and chairs.Maggie! He looked back, as of late he had often done, to those days in his cousin's house in London.What had happened to the Maggie whom he had known there?