The instruction at Edinburgh was altogether by lectures, and thesewere intolerably dull, with the exception of those on chemistry by Hope; but to my mind there are no advantages and many disadvantages in lectures compared with reading.Dr.Duncan's lectures on Materia Medica at 8 o'clock on a winter's morning are something fearful to remember.Dr.-- made his lectures on human anatomy as dull as he was himself, and the subject disgusted me.It has proved one of the greatest evils in my life that I was not urged to practise dissection, for I should soon have got over my disgust; and the practice would have been invaluable for all my future work.This has been an irremediable evil, as well as my incapacity to draw.I also attended regularly the clinical wards in the hospital.Some of the cases distressed me a good deal, and I still have vivid pictures before me of some of them; but I was not so foolish as to allow this to lessen my attendance.I cannot understand why this part of my medical course did not interest me in a greater degree; for during the summer before coming to Edinburgh I began attending some of the poor people, chiefly children and women in Shrewsbury: I wrote down as full an account as I could of the case with all the symptoms, and read them aloud to my father, who suggested further inquiries and advised me what medicines to give, which I made up myself.At one time I had at least a dozen patients, and I felt a keen interest in the work.My father, who was by far the best judge of character whom I ever knew, declared that I should make a successful physician,--meaning by this one who would get many patients.He maintained that the chief element of success was exciting confidence; but what he saw in me which convinced him that I should create confidence I know not.I also attended on two occasions the operating theatre in the hospital at Edinburgh, and saw two very bad operations, one on a child, but I rushed away before they were completed.Nor did I ever attend again, for hardly any inducement would have been strong enough to make me do so; this being long before the blessed days of chloroform.The two cases fairly haunted me for many a long year.