From hence，I sometimes was led too far to invade the Soveraignty of Providence，and as it were arraign the Justice of so arbitrary a Disposition of Things，that should hide that Light from some，and reveal it to others，and yet expect a like Duty from both：But I shut it up，and check'd my Thoughts with this Conclusion，（1st.） That we did not know by what Light and Law these should be Condemn'd；but that as God was necessarily，and by the Nature of his Being，infinitely Holy and Just，so it could not be，but that if these Creatures were all sentenc'd to Absence from himself，it was on account of sinning against that Light which，as the Scripture says，was a Law to themselves，and by such Rules as their Consciences would acknowledge to be just，tho' the Foundation was not discover'd to us：And （2d.） that still as we are all the Clay in the Hand of the Potter，no Vessel could say to him，Why hast thou form'd me thus？
But to return to my New Companion；I was greatly delighted with him，and made it my Business to teach him every Thing，that was proper to make him useful，handy，and helpful；but especially to make him speak，and under stand me when I spake，and he was the aptest Schollar that ever was，and particularly was so merry，so constantly diligent，and so pleased，when he cou'd but understand me，or make me understand him，that it was very pleasant to me to talk to him；and now my Life began to be so easy，that I began to say to my self，that could I but have been safe from more Savages，I cared not，if I was never to remove from the place while I lived.