When we’d spooned up the last bit, Grandma told me it was time to go see Grandpa. My hand tightened around my spoon, and I wished there were more berries in the bowl to delay the visit. My mother said he was sick and wanted to see me. Was that why Grandma was here? Was she taking care of him? My friends’ grandparents lived together. Mine did not. I didn’t know why.

We moved down the long hallway to another door which Grandma opened and we entered a small bedroom that smelled 5)stuffy and like medicine. I moved to the side of the bed where my grandfather lay. He didn’t look like the grandpa who came to visit us. He didn’t look like the grandpa who brought me a cigar box filled with pennies. He didn’t look like the grandpa who savored the dinners my mother made for him.

This grandpa looked thin and pale, deep circles under his eyes. His hand trembled as he reached out to me. Grandma 6)nudged me, and I moved closer and took Grandpa’s hand.

“How long have you been here?” he asked in a 7)quavery voice. Not like Grandpa at all.

I looked up at Grandma, not sure what the answer was.

She said, “About an hour.”

Grandpa chuckled, “If that had been your mother when she was your age, she’d have known everyone in town by now.”

This was the grandpa I knew, and seeing him released the knot of strangeness and fear in me, and I chattered on about my mother and father, my little brother, the train, the raspberries—whatever came into my mind. And Grandpa listened to every word. Finally, Grandma told me we’d better leave.

I slept that night with Grandma in a bed meant for one person, but we managed. When I woke the next morning, I reached up to touch her cheek. Her skin looked so soft. She put her hand around mine and squeezed it ever so gently.

Our day went on with short visits to Grandpa. Once, Grandma made me wait in the little kitchen while she gave Grandpa a bath and shaved him. When she was done, she came to get me. Grandpa asked me questions about school and my friends. Sometimes he closed his eyes and lay there quietly, but I knew he wasn’t asleep. He was sick, but no one told me what was wrong. When I was sick, I got well in a few days, but somehow I knew Grandpa wasn’t ever going to get well. Not even with Grandma taking care of him.

It was only weeks after I returned home when my mother got the call that made her cry.

Mother hugged me close to her as she wiped her tears away. “The last thing my dad asked for was to see you one more time, and he got his wish before he died.”