最後一班公交車，扯上幾乎沒什麼人了，小雅一直靠在我肩膀，我們帶著同一個耳機，裏麵放著一首熟悉的歌，《Tonight I Wanna Cry》
lone in this house again tonight
I got the TV on,
the sound turned down and a bottle of wine
Theres pictures of you and I on the walls around me
The way that it was and could have been surrounds me
Ill never get over you walkin away
i ve never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
and i thought that bein strong meant never losin your self control
but i m just drunk enough to let go of my pain
To hell with my pride, let it fall like rain From my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry
Would it help if I turned a sad song on
\"All By Myself\" would sure hit me hard now
that youre gone
Or maybe unfold some old yellow lost love letters
Its gonna hurt bad before it gets better
But Ill never get over you by hidin this way
Ive never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
and i thought that bein strong meant never losin your self control
but i m just drunk enough to let go of my pain
To hell with my pride, let it fall like rain From my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry
聽著傷感的音樂，我又想起了當時我們分手的時候，我也是這樣，把自己關在房間裏，讓電視開著，音量調低，喝著啤酒發呆，看著手機裏的照片，始終不能接受小雅的離去。我也從未像這樣讓我的情緒毫無顧忌的流露，因為我一直認為一個堅強的人決不會喪失對自己情緒的控製，但我已經喝了許多酒試圖擺脫痛苦，還管得上什麼自尊，讓淚像雨水一樣從湧出來！
但是現在，不同了，看看身邊的小雅，在看看我，我們誰都沒有變，變化的是時間。我喜歡上了劉曉，而小雅也不顧一切的喜歡上了另一個人。
車停下來了，我的思緒也好像飛到了終點一樣，停在了那裏！
把小雅安頓在了學校門口的旅館，我們呆呆的望著棚頂的，望了很久，她不知道在和我說些什麼了，我也不知道在說些什麼了。
不想說太多喪氣話，也不想說太多過去，但是我們在一起這麼長時間了，很難免提起過去，我害怕我一張口是就講述我們在一起的故事，她也害怕。我們就這樣，望著天花板，一直望著，直到我聽見小雅肚子咕嚕嚕的叫聲。
“你餓了？”