stinking blankets and Stefan’s pallet and no one screamed when lice

jumped on them because everyone knew that Elena would have turned

and ripped their throat out like Saber. Or rather, like Saber, but as Ms.

Courtland had always said, with feeling. To Saber it was just a job.

Then somehow—things had begun to become

disconnected—Elena was watching Stefan’s beloved face and gripping

his litter, and running—he didn’t weigh anything—up a different

corridor than the one she’d fought and shouldered and pushed and

floundered in on her way in. Apparently all the Shi no Shi’s salmon had

chosen the other corridor to swim up. Undoubtedly there was a safe

place for them at the end on that side.

And even as Elena wondered how a face could be so pure, and

handsome, and perfect, even when it looked almost like a skull, she was

thinking, I can run and stoop. And she bent over Stefan and her hair

made a shield around them, so that it was just the two of them inside it.

The entire outside world was shut out, and they were alone, and she said

in his ear: “Please, we need you to be strong. Please—for me.

Please—for Bonnie. Please—for Damon. Plea—”

She would have gone on naming all of them, and probably some

over and over, but it was too muc