第10章 The Paradox of Happiness (4)(2 / 3)

fullbloomofjoywillfadeandwithersintodespondency,yetIwillrememberthatastoday’sdeadflowercarriestheseedoftomorrow’sbloomso,too,doestoday’ssadnesscarrytheseedoftomorrow’sjoy.

AndhowwillImastertheseemotionssothateachdaywillbeproductive?Forunlessmymoodisrightthedaywillbeafailure.TreesandplantsdependontheweathertoflourishbutImakemyowher,yeaItransportitwithme.

AndhowwillImastermyemotionssothateverydayisahappyday,andaproductiveone?Iwilllearnthissecretoftheages:Weakishewhopermitshisthoughtstotrolhisas;strongishewhoforceshisastotrolhisthoughts.Eachday,whenIawaken,IwillfollowthisplanofbattlebeforeIamcapturedbytheforcesofsadness,self-pityandfailure—

IfIfeeldepressedIwillsing.

IfIfeelsadIwilllaugh.

IfIfeelillIwilldoublemylabor.

IfIfeelfearIwillplungeahead.

IfIfeelinferiorIwillwearnewgarments.

IfIfeeluainIwillraisemyvoice.

IfIfeelpovertyIwillthinkofwealthtoe.

IfIfeelinpetentIwillrememberpastsuccess.

IfIfeelinsignifitIwillremembermygoals.

Heh,Iwillknowthatonlythosewithinferiorabilityalwaysbeattheirbest,andIamnotinferior.TherewillbedayswhenImuststantlystruggleagainstforceswhichwouldtearmedown.Thosesuchasdespairandsadnessaresimpletthereareotherswhichapproachwithasmileandthehandoffriendshipandtheyalsodestroyme.Againstthem,too,Imustneverrelinquishtrol—

IfIbeeoverfidentIwillrecallmyfailures.

IfIoverindulgeIwillthinkofpasthungers.

IfIfeelplacyIwillremembermypetition.

IfIenjoymomentsofgreatnessIwillremembermomentsofshame.